Sunday, July 11, 2010

Update

Hi All!

I know i havent updated in like forever so here i go. and i promise i will update at LEAST once a week.

As you have read my husband and i just moved to norfolk in may. I had the hardest time making friends. WELL after i was here for awhile i went through my friends on FB and realised that i had a friend here names sarah. I pretty much invited myself into her life and the rest is history. lmao no im jk. i started talking to sarah and before i knew it i had alisheau rashelle and amanda add me. These girls have become close to me so fast that i find it unbelievable. I love them all dearly and idk what i would do with out them.

So however close i am to these girls there are a few things that they dont know about me and well i guess now is as good a time as ever to put them out there. They are always inviting me to go places with them and i usually back out. Its not because i dont love you all and dont wanna hang out because believe me i do!!!!! I usually befriend ppl with no kids because kenny and i are having the hardest time having kids. But for some reason i couldnt help but having you all as my bffs lmao. stalkers and all! =P its usually hard for me to be around kids when i want them so bad. BUT all of your kids are so adorable!!! haha. Recently i had one pregnancy test come up pos. and the other neg. so ive been a little offish, so im sorry. I do love you and wanna hang out i guess im just stuck in my own little world allllll the war over here in norfolk. Man i ment to make that paragraph sound better but hey im pretty much saying what comes to my mind so forgive me i promise that my blogging will get better as time passes!

So i have just agreed to go to some classes at Fleet and Family Service Center ,for learning more about the Navy, with a friend. I figuered that since i have a full 17 years left being a navy wife i mine as well learn what i can now. im kinda excited and kinda dreading it. Idk i feel like im that wife that is so shy she dosent go out. ok that makes me sound bad but w.e lol Im also tired of NEVER understanding what the he** kenny talks about when he comes home from work so this may help me out haha. I also get to pick what classes i wanna take so that is exciting for me!!!! I feel like im going back to school but only for a few weeks hehe. Maybe ill join a group or idk something i need to get out more!

2 comments:

  1. That class sounds like a super good idea! =))
    And I love you, we all love you, too! Im sorry to hear about the things you have been dealing with. I wont even pretend that I understand. I know things like that arent always conversation starters but I hate that I found out through your blog. Now i feel super bad about MAKING you hang out with me! lol
    I definately understand your reasoning a little more now though. I know I dont "get it" but I am ALWAYS here when it gets to be too much, to cry, laugh, scream, whatever you need love =))

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  2. im excited about the classes and i love you all too. but i couldnt be like. hey guys im heather i have a really hard time getting prego (we've beent trying for almost 3 years) so if i dont wanna hang out dont take offence. lol its just easier to make excuses when were going through a hard time. but thank you for understanding. jeez you made me cry!

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