Monday, July 12, 2010

Stupid medical shit.

So hi all!!!!

who is ready for a update on my boring life? ok maybe your not but i mine as well tell you anyway. haha. sooooooo as i may not have told you kenny and i got a positive prego test yesterday and today guess what........we got a negative one =( im not even going to worry about making a dr apt to have a blood test done. not worth my time lol. however i am dreading making any apt. when we moved here kenny couldnt pull my medical records because they were under review.....ugh pain in the ass. i have no idea what the number to medical is and/or where its located. if its just the protsmouth hospital that i go to or if its a tiny medical center here. i am supposed to go to the drs every 3-6 weeks for my liver and spleen adn its beenlittle over 2 months so im due. damned stuff. plus the whole dreaded yearly is coming up ugh!!!! then i have my fertility tests coming up. ok wow i have alot of problems lol. thank god kenny is in the navy and i have all of this covered. idk how we would pay for it otherwise.

so has anyone ever had problems with the specalists that medical sends you to? i was wondering if i should request a second opponion. the last liver/spleen specalist i went to had me coming back every 3-6 weeks i went through x rays synograms cat scans a million blood tests and all kindsa other shit. everytime i went back he said "idk whats wrong your only 19 young and healthy lets try..... (fill in the blank) and come back in 6 weeks" over and over again. on my last visit he came in and was all "sooooooo since i havent been able to figuer out whats weong it must be your weight...so what do you want to do staple your stomach lypo. gastric bypass. what?" it completly freaked me out and made me second guess everything. are all specalist keep getting you to come back for the money they get for it? or do some really not know? it drove me crazy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Update

Hi All!

I know i havent updated in like forever so here i go. and i promise i will update at LEAST once a week.

As you have read my husband and i just moved to norfolk in may. I had the hardest time making friends. WELL after i was here for awhile i went through my friends on FB and realised that i had a friend here names sarah. I pretty much invited myself into her life and the rest is history. lmao no im jk. i started talking to sarah and before i knew it i had alisheau rashelle and amanda add me. These girls have become close to me so fast that i find it unbelievable. I love them all dearly and idk what i would do with out them.

So however close i am to these girls there are a few things that they dont know about me and well i guess now is as good a time as ever to put them out there. They are always inviting me to go places with them and i usually back out. Its not because i dont love you all and dont wanna hang out because believe me i do!!!!! I usually befriend ppl with no kids because kenny and i are having the hardest time having kids. But for some reason i couldnt help but having you all as my bffs lmao. stalkers and all! =P its usually hard for me to be around kids when i want them so bad. BUT all of your kids are so adorable!!! haha. Recently i had one pregnancy test come up pos. and the other neg. so ive been a little offish, so im sorry. I do love you and wanna hang out i guess im just stuck in my own little world allllll the war over here in norfolk. Man i ment to make that paragraph sound better but hey im pretty much saying what comes to my mind so forgive me i promise that my blogging will get better as time passes!

So i have just agreed to go to some classes at Fleet and Family Service Center ,for learning more about the Navy, with a friend. I figuered that since i have a full 17 years left being a navy wife i mine as well learn what i can now. im kinda excited and kinda dreading it. Idk i feel like im that wife that is so shy she dosent go out. ok that makes me sound bad but w.e lol Im also tired of NEVER understanding what the he** kenny talks about when he comes home from work so this may help me out haha. I also get to pick what classes i wanna take so that is exciting for me!!!! I feel like im going back to school but only for a few weeks hehe. Maybe ill join a group or idk something i need to get out more!

Friday, April 9, 2010

My First Blog ever.

I have had juch crazy week. From fertility apts, to geting housing, to my sister being here!

My husband and i have been trying to get pregnant for about a year and six months now with no luck at all, alot of false hopes, but nothing real. I finally brought it up to my doctor who wanted me to come in for an apt. I made this apt almost 3 months ago knowing that we are moving in May! Yet i still didnt get into the docs office until this wednesday. When i went in we talked about the tests i needed to go through and telling me i would need to drive 2.5 hours to a specalist. The i told her that we move in may and she gave me a shocked look. I mean come on i made this apt 3 months ago and i kept trying to move it up but i couldnt. Finally, she told me to just wait until we get to Norfolk, all of the specialists are in one hospital and i wont need to drive hours on end to get to an infertility doctor. Ugh so much for getting the apt and everything else out of the way. It only makes me more nervous. Im debating on calling and making my apt now so that it wont take months for me to get in! hmmmm what to do what to do.

Sooooo kenny got orders to norfolk about three months ago from that moment on i have been trying to get stuff together so that we can be ready to move on May 25th. I have had to nag him so much to get this stuff done that i thought i may go crazy before we even hit may!! Finally today i got a call from Norfolk housing asking where we wanted to live and when we were moving. And guess what! we ended up getting a house. The lease will be here either today or monday to sign. I havent yet seen the house inside or out. Well i have seen a picture of the outside...well i think i have. I'm kind of going crazy not knowing what it looks like, how big it is, where furniture is going to to, and what type of place its located. Just when i get over stressing about one thing it seems like another pops up!

My sister has been here visiting for the last week (she had off for spring break). There were just times when i wanted to strangel her lol. We are four years apart and have NEVER really got along. However, we got along 70% of the time. I got to show her everything around here! From the commissary to the NEX and the beach and so on. When we took her home last night we were going to stay for the weekend but i ended up getting sick. Is that luck of what. My mom is going to see my aunt this weekend who has cancer and just got out of surgey, so i figuered that it wasnt the smartest for me to be around them when they were going to be near her. The last thing that she needs it to pick up some kind of germ that will harm her!

I would like to blog about my fears about sea duty but i will have to do so tomorrow DH wants the computer lol.

Have a nive day girls!